This is one of those times where I waited to long to update my journal.  About all I remember was not skating too well, but my legs working decently.  I was about to head inside when Ollie headed out with his board and setup a little rock to ollie on the sidewalk.  He did some of his best ollies ever right over the rock so I had to stay out there longer and watch that.

Skated Rampy for a bit with Ollie before dinner.  Pretty chill session.  My moon boot I-Path shoes still seem a bit large, but better then the Adio football cleats.  Later on Nate came over and we skated for a couple hours.  It was looking like a pretty uninspired session so we started racing to dumb tricks we haven’t done a whole lot.  I won nose stall fakie.  Nate one ollie rock fakie and back smith grind.  I had to work at a lot of tricks like front d and front tail.  Had a couple decent feeling back nosegrinds.  Rampy is hard to skate.

Another hectic day at work after waking up way too early with a headache that wasn’t induced by beer.  Ugh.  Got off work around 4:30 and met Jason and Nate at the bank spot.  We had fun for awhile, but the spot definitely started to wear on me.  I got a lot of crooks pop offs and standard boring slasher 5-0 things over the hole.  Grinded the lower part once.  Jason had a super good back 5-0.  Nate did a back 180 over the hole.  Sick!Oh yeah, I had acquired these I-Paths over the weekend (thanks John) and decided that anything has to be better then those Adio shoes.  I was right.  I had some energy and actually skating for the first time in awhile.  We left after awhile and went to the new manny pad spot behind Colorado Sports.  Nate killed it with nose manny nose grind.  Jason and I tried manualing 3 pads in a row.  I got manny, nose manny then manny scrape.  How the hell did Jack manny all 4 without touching down in between?Anyways I didn’t skate with my orthotics in again and my legs are dead.  I don’t know how people do it.  Not having the in doesn’t seem to save my achilles anyways so next session, their back in.  Yippee.

After a rough day at work I had about 40 minutes of free time and decided to spend it embarrassing myself on a skateboard.  I went to the new bank spot that’s new to me and met Nate there.  I was sucking as much as usual for late.  Ugh.  I absolutely hate my new Adio shoes.  They have the weirded shape.  My heel was acting up and could not push or ollie comfortably.  I managed one fakie pivot fakie (not over the hole) and a few back smith scrapes over the hole.  Those are fun.  Nate is recovering from a heel bruise he obtained playing soccer, but still did lots of cool stuff like hurricane on the ledge and long back smiths over the hole.  Toward the end I tried to kickflip over the hole and almost died.  I got even more bummed and left to try and get home in time for India to make it to ballet class on time.  She was late.  My fault.  Sweet.

Started my day off feeling better.  Heel felt good, side felt ok.  Went outside to skate and realize I hadn’t put my shoe on yet so the heel started hurting more.  Ugh.  Side went kinda numb too.  Man getting old sucks.  I could barely kickflip to save my life.  I dorked around in front of the house for awhile and posed out switch f/s flips which still somehow feel doable.  Everyone showed up and after a viewing of Inhabitants we went over to Valmont because  Carleigh wanted to get a noseslide shove.  I wasn’t complaining as I had a trick for that spot on my list.  Lists lists lists, film film film.  Looking forward to a couple weeks from now when there is no filming again.  But it is what it is and it’s almost kinda cool trying to get everything on film.  I started trying front 180 fakie 50 bigspin out and eventually landed a couple.  Lazer ski’d off the dock.  Fuzz did 20 warmup tricks I would film for my part.  Neil got a lipslide.  Carleigh did not get the noseslide shove.  Then we went over to this bush gap  and Brian ollied it.  It was ridiculous.  That’s one of the list for me and one off the list for Brian.  Rad.

I attempted to skate on Friday too, but my achilles was hurting so bad I couldn’t push.  Ugh.  Tried again on Saturday and it was a bit better, but still sucked.  We started at a bank spot that I’ve never skated before and that spot is so sick.  It’s got a waxed bank where you can go over some holes and a shorter ledge.  I got a couple weird back hurricanes over it where I turned to forward the wrong way.  My legs didn’t have it in them to pop onto the little ledge.  Ugh.  Fuzz was ripping of course.  Brian and I were stressing over what we could do that would be filmed.  John straight showed up Reed Goodman.  Ha.  Jake had some good front  lipslides over the hole.Next we went to Fairview where I was to try my stupid kickflip noseman dumptruck.  I didn’t get close.  I did get frustrated though.  My heel started acting up and I was over it.  I don’t really feel like doing another 2 mile an hour trick anyway.  I lurked or filmed the rest of the day.

Another day, another day of thinking about this one trick I’ve gotten too close on not to try anymore.  Nate had bruised his heel really bad playing soccer and had told me early in the day that he would sit and film me until I landed it.  Sweet.  He was propped up in the cold with a bomber and the camera and kept telling me “you got it!”  Jason showed up and brought some lights which made it look even better.  He didn’t really skate either, just hung out and watched.I had some new shoes as my Lakais were totally dead.  Some Adio Cranes.  I’ve been wearing them around for awhile so their broke in.  Why Adio?  Well they used to hook Greg up and it was basically all SOL had that met my shoe requirement of fake vulc.  Anyways, it felt a little weird for sure, but change is good when your trying the same thing over and over.  I did a rock ‘n roll and a axle stall as warm ups prior to giving the ol’ kick back tail a go.  First one was close.  Then nothing for awhile.  About 30 min in I started trying switch f/s flips near where I start and was getting close.  Eventually I told myself to not land the kick back tail so I could land a switch f/s flip.  Well, that appeared to do the trick as the stars finally aligned and I put the kick back tail down.  It felt absolutely amazing.  I had no idea I was doing it either.  I had gotten to a point where I felt like I was just passing the motions trying it.  I just kept telling myself, go fast, turn the shoulders and maybe one of these will go.  I rode away in shock and disbelief.  It all happened so fast.  I was riding away before I realized I had really done it.   I put my board in the car and we took off after some high fives.  Went straight home and loaded the footage.  It came out great.  I flail my arms a bit, but the kick back tail was as good as I’ll ever do it.  Thanks to everyone who sat and filmed my try this.  Jason, Nate, Rob, Jack and Brian. Thank you all so much.  I am so looking forward to skating somewhere else!

Filming for a video straight sucks. Sometimes it’s cool filming stuff that’s hard, but going somewhere and trying a certain trick over and over seriously blows to me. I really wanted to land the kick back tail and be done though. If I get that trick my part can be done. I warmed up on Rampy waiting for Brian and John to show up and had fun. Did my best 5-0 to fakie and a stand up back nosegrind. Also did a new trick of feeble to back 50 to fakie. Totally dumb, but whatever. Started trying feeble to nosegrind and kinda got a horrible one. Then we went to the carwash. I was feeling so good at first. I did a rock ‘n roll first try and and axle stall in a few tries. I hadn’t even really tried those there before. The first few kick back tails were close. I was really feeling it and ready to commit. But it turned out that only the very first one got into back tail. I was so close time after time but the board never came into tail. My body was so ready and I thought I was gonna land it numerous times. But no. John got a sick back kickflip. My side started acting up and my left leg was pretty numb. I could barely push or do flatground kickflips. Ugh. I gave up peacefully after awhile. I know I can do it now, but it’s gonna be a different time. Hopefully my side pains go away.Some cheeseball thoughts I gotta remember next time I go back. John nailed it when he said I gotta crank my shoulders. It’s four hard pushes. Do some other warm up tricks again. Land that shit already.

TF day.  Started off skating in front of my house as usual.  Felt better then I would have thought, but not very good.  I filmed Brian and Fuzz at a couple spots before skating a new crazy bump spot.  It was fun, but not that fun.  I was happy trying boardslides down a little hubba.  Our crew was pretty big.  Brian and John were battling late flips.  Carleigh was battling heelflips.  Jason back 180s.  Fuzz was doing monster airs.  Neil was cussing.  John was slamming.  Rob was styling.Next we went to my nemesis.  The car wash in Lville.  Ugh.  We put the sign in a new way and it was better.  But that didn’t stop me from not landing it.  I think it’s a mental block at this point.  Jason, Lazer and Fuzz were killing it.  The spot is weird.  I tried kick back tails forever and definitely got into some that I should have landed.  Even rode out of one but bailed before the curb.  I think it’s a mental block at this point.  I couldn’t sleep last night thinking about how I should just land it.  Ugh.  At the end I totally freaked out, focused my board and threw it around for a long time.  Gotta say that was pretty fun.  Felt better then just leaving empty handed.  The worst part is I have to go back.  UGH UGH UGH.  It’s partly awesome because this trick is really good for me, it’s party horrible because I don’t like going to a place and trying one trick over and over.  Please, wish me luck, I need it.This is me when I snapped.  After the board landed I think Brian said something about how it showed I was related to the strongest man in the world.  Can’t wait til I try it again.Another one I bailed that I shouldn’t have.  Thanks for the photos Rob.  I still can’t believe that shirt didn’t give me enough power to land it.  I mean it is the best shirt of all time and all.  You would think it could do kick back tails by itself.

Had the day off work and started it off by skating the little indoor weird spot at the Reunion sale.  They have a steep little quarterpipe, wallride, a couple ledges and a manny pad made of a stack of osb sheets.  John wanted to get a line, but we skated for awhile first.  It took me awhile to get a wallride, but I eventually did.  Maybe if I wasn’t so stupid and refused to take a 5 minute break and relieve my bladder.  Oh well.  I also got a run with a nose manny, kickturn then kickflip manny.  I filmed Nate and John for a bit then Nate and I headed to 1st & Sheridan in Denver.  I felt like crap when we got there and couldn’t do anything.  Freaked out a bit and sat for awhile.  I really hate skating under the pressure of having to film tricks.  Can’t wait for Off The Couch to be done.  After awhile though I was skating ok for me and Nate rules and was willing to film.  I got a front 50 kickflip out in about 5 tries.  Awesome!  That was the number one trick on my list.  Then I attempted a run with boneless 360 followed by 50 front board.  Never got it.  Ugh.  Killed myself trying too.  My left leg is sooo sore from jumping off it on the boneless over and over.  Later on I tried no comply 360s to start it and landed more then ever, but still couldn’t do the 50 front board.  Lame.  I’m not good at skateboarding.  After we met up with Bernie and John and went to this weird hip/downhill manny pad spot.  I was dead tired, but managed to manny and nose manny down it before filming Bernie almost get a really sick trick.  Doh.